they feel so too

hahaha I just grinned spontaneously when I went to this person's blog ( no offence whatsoever, it just set me thinking ) :

read this few lines ive extracted:

-I am rotting at home
-will groving and wallowing in my unworthiness , cast me out of this current life?
still wondering.

AHAAHHA! so funny isnt it? in a stupid but enlightening sort of way. This is because i was just about to post a 'tinge of regret, do u feel it?-let me lead ur life which seems so much better than mine! ' kind of post...... now I am a bit embarrassed by how I like to indulge in my own stagnancy as fodder for some insipid blog posts.

reading others' blogs certainty put things into better perspective- such feelings are not unique to me!

still not that ive not done anything... just not enough

will it just appear and make my night!!! come on la

sigh

Insightful

Nonetheless, if our life is but a collection of memories... let us have as much beautiful memories together as possible. As such, do all the good and nice things I can, love freely, make friends eagerly and enjoy myself thoroughly.

In the end, we might all need these memories to tell us who we really are.

---stolen from a blog

Enough.

I feel so cheap for allowing the conversation to go on.
I feel so cheap for wanting to know what they will say.
Whatever, this shouldn't have happened and will not happen agian.
I wish them all the best since they are so pathetic? Especially the King******.
I will not indulge and seek solace from such stupid activities agian.
Maybe I need not be so hard on myself, since I was just curious and insomniac.
Haha, really, Will never talk like that agian!

ps: Don't worry, I didn't so anything illicit or salacious.(Just) cheapened myself with my curiosity and some other difficult-to-express-in-a-few-words feelings.

Goodnight, have fun and be happy and of help tommorow!=)