in anticipation of a greener tinge to my skin and a colder shade of brown for the skin under my eyes

hello tomorrow is service learning day and it is 12.53AM now.why am i not in bed yet? since it is not as if i don't have to wake early tomorrow.well, look at my title.i am sitting here on the cold blue perforated metal chair,aimlessly typing away, listening to the clicking of my keyboard.hello to myself.i like the feeling of imagining that im writing something.while actually im not.haha i read blogs often and seeing a whole chunk of words,long paragraghs intermitted with shorter ones and some pictures...they look so impressive.like their owners have got submerged ink swirling around in their stomaches while keeping up a more childish and "shallow" persona which you had assume is all they have to offer.

hello.i feel that i cannot even construct nice flowing COMPLETE sentences in English.yet all the subjects i am taking require me to write well.how?my english is not beautiful at all!it may even be arkwardly constructed.


let me tell you a secret which is i think, everybody's: i like to think that i am different from the others.however, i have realised that im not.i guess under all the different ways we express oursleves, what we want is essentially the same.we want the sense of security provided by friends, we want to be happy, we want to be valued.we want to feel important.we want to be liked.

we want bad haircuts too.


watch!!! http://youtube.com/watch?v=7BtNN6M97q8

http://youtube.com/watch?v=DMhf2azGW90

for people with base humour like me=)....