waking up

so of course i got my retribution for breaking my own promises. This is a blessing in disguise , thankfully =) or ill just get into deeper and stickier mess. thank you for showing me that a different way is possible. this just reminds me that to get myself out of this rut, i just have to get out of the rut myself and look for and embrace new possibilities.

hope it doesn't get worse. hope everything would be fine and not just at the surface. for just being fine at the surface isn't fine at all.

thank you Hui Qi for reminding me for I am a very forgetful person. Thanks! =) tomorrow i shall be attending a pre-celebration of my Nation's birthday, my official renewal ceremony will be together with it! as i smile watching my sister in her formation. the hard work and cooperation of many is needed to come up with the national day parade. for me, i only need to summon up the fiery pride and determination and resilience in myself. LArgely A one-person show, what is so difficult? Just do it and stop thinking!. as he says, waste time not at the crossroads! much less for me, it is just a straight and direct road trodden successfully by thousands. Why not me? yes, SO it shall be ME.

Goodbye and see you there next year, this occasion =).

goodnight
Tan Zhun En

remembers and acts upon her yellowed thoughts.

Let history not be re-written and me to Smile next year, today.